Saturday 3 September 2011

My Wishlist

  1. New laptop. Macbook Pro ?
  2. Ipad 2
  3. Iphone 4
  4. New jeans 
  5. New cotton baju kurung(s)
  6. New blouses ( tailored)
  7. Converse shoes
  8. concealer palette
  9. Makeup brush set
  10. More money! :D

Friday 5 August 2011

The idea of being thin..

When i said i wanted to lose weight, and i kept saying i'm fat, people around me would say "No, you're not fat. You're just fine." 

In their eyes,maybe yes. Truth is even though i may look small and doesn't stand out as someone with weight issues, actually i do have my own dilemma.

When i say i want to lose weight, i didn't actually mean to be skinny, or super skinny. what i meant was to lose that extra flabby and stubborn fat that dangles around my stomach, hips, thigh and my arms.

I want to have the ideal body. without that extra fat.

And along came Premium Beautiful (PB)..


When i first heard of PB corset, i wasn't that keen about it. But after a while, i've been hearing a lot about it. And everything that i heard of it are all positive! I mean if there were actually 2, or 3 things that were negative about it, i wouldn't probably be interested and thought "Blah, it's just another corset."

but amazingly, there was none. 


and the more i heard of it, the more interested i became. and since KNur sells the corset, i went over to her blog and read all about it. And i was certain at that time, that i have found the remedy to my weight issue! 


I've measured myself and now, I'm waiting to get my hands on my PB. I really can't wait! Especially when i read about all those PB users having amazing experiences with PB. So, i definitely am excited myself to experience what they experience and feel the difference!

So, if you have the same dilemma as me - wanting to lose fat real bad, come on, let's give PB a try. 


I'll stop here and I'll update you when i have gotten my PB later and share my own experience with it. Till then, bye and take care :))

EDIT: 

My Experience with PB!! =)









Wednesday 3 August 2011

Weight Issues..



Back in Shah Alam (2005 - 2009) i was fat. at that time i was:

weight :49 kg (and once i was even 51kg) 
height :145cm
BMI : 23.3 (still normal but near 25. 25 is overweight) 
measurement :35-28-36. 
jeans size: 28

hahah, how unflattering. plus i'm short so i kinda looked like a dwarf. a fat dwarf.  haha :D   



here's the proof. let the pics do the talking~


Raya 2007


Me and Nikki on my birthday Nov 2, 2008 in Pavillion.

 Me and Knor in Pavillion, 2008

Me and Nor - January 2009


 Me, Nor and little Azrah in February 2009
   
However, since i started working in Penang in July 2009, i started losing weight, i guess it was due to work and walking a lot, i lost some weight. 

 October 11, 2009

 Nov 20, 2009

 December 19, 2009

December 22, 2009

Weight: 46 kg
Height: 145cm
BMI: 21.87

it surprised me cuz my jeans size also dropped to 26! (PDI jeans) 


In 2010, i started working in Dungun and i was under a lot of stress since the first day i work, all the way throughout the first 8 to 9 months of working and i lost even more weight.

March 2010

March 2010

 June 2010

September 11, 2010
September 13, 2010


October, 2010

Weight: 44/45kg
Height: 145cm
BMI: 20.9/21.4
Measurement: 34-26-35

it was pretty drastic.

(O.o)

towards the end of 2010, i gained weight. i binge eating on fastfood (not intentionally to gain weight but i just loved them so much that i kept eating them) and i gained weight.

At the end of October 2010, i began gaining weight again...
 October 18, 2010

my birthday - Nov 2, 2010

 Nov 21, 2010
i was 46/47 kg again. 

early 2011, i was still around the same weight.

but the past few weeks, i've been feeling light about my body. 




 me in July 23, 2011

and there was this one baju kurung moden i used to wear in early 2011, which was tight on me at that time.so i stopped wearing it. 

but yesterday, since i had no choice but to wear that baju kurung moden, i put it on and guess what ?

it was loose! (i forgot to take some pics! )

and today i put on a tshirt that used to fit me just nice, but today the tshirt too is loose.and yesterday i bought a measuring tape and i measured myself.

as of yesterday and today, this is the latest me ( and no, i'm not fasting yet because of that monthly visit)

Weight: 43.5/44kg
Height: 145 cm
BMI: 20.68 / 20.9
Measurement:32 -25 -34

frankly i have no idea what makes me lose weight. i'm not on a diet, nor do i exercise. 

ok, so this is my meal routine on weekdays


Every weekdays (Sunday - Thursday)
BREAKFAST : 1/3 plate of rice with fried chicken
LUNCH: A large meal of McD or 1 large pepsi, 1 large fries and 2 pieces fried chicken off KFC (yes, i have KFC/MCD almost every weekdays! say 3-4 days out of 5 days?) 

and on weekends i usually eat rice (1/3 plate) once a day or i don't eat rice and just eat bread or chicken chop.

so, you judge. can my meal portion be considered as small portion? because frankly my stomach is easily full. once in penang i tried to eat one plate full of rice and i almost vomited because it was way too much for me. 

at that time, the most i could eat was 1/2 plate of rice. but these days i eat only 1/3 plate of rice.

let me reassure you again, no, it's not me dieting, this is just how i eat. this is the way my stomach accepts food. 





Monday 1 August 2011

My dream figure..







Pictures speak a thousand words! 

I think it goes without saying just how gorgeous this woman is. I love her figure! and her doll face is just stunning!

how i wish i could get such figure too. but that's probably not possible since my legs are short and look at those legs! they go on forever!!

- ok, i'm exaggerating.  -_-

but anyway, i measured the 4 measurements for PB today, and hopefully later, i will get to have this kind of figure! yeah, hopefully! this month i'm so full of hopes! hahah..

anyway, Salam Ramadhan, people :)


Sunday 1 May 2011

of allies ....

it's nice, when you can talk to someone heart to heart, and connects well.
it's nice, when that someone and you share similar thoughts.

it's even nicer when that person doesn't share the same thought as you yet, he/she listens to you,
and comprehends ...

thank God, for there are such person in my life. not one, or two but a few. those whom i can talk to, whom understand, whom listen ....

to these people : THANK YOU ............for being my biggest allies :)

Sunday 27 March 2011

Ahad ohhhh :(

Kenapa everytime tibanya Hari Ahad, rasa cam sangat malas? adakah saya sorang je rasa camni? uhuk. cam rasa xcukup je 2 hari je cuti. eh, bukan 2 hari. sehari je sebab sabtu kena pegi sekolah, ada LaDaP (Latihan Dalam Perkhidmatan) no wonder la penat. -_-

CHOIR SPEECH SCRIPT DILEMMA

saya telah menggubal semula skrip choir speech. frankly, saya tak reti nak buat camana skrip ni. xpernah pun buat. macam tricky (susah) je. serius! hari tu saya dah bagi mereka satu muka surat, tapi xmacam skrip choir speech, dah la incomprehensible (xdifahami) pastu bunyi cam poem plak. pastu saya dah macam cuak2 + sedih sebab saya tak tau nak buat camana.

saya pun google la speech choir speech pastu jumpa la a few samples yang simple ( simple pun takpe, just nak tengok contoh je kan) and then saya pun tengok la style2/bentuk2 script ni, pastu akhirnya saya dapat IDEA! toingggg! *imagine ada icon mentol lampu kat sini*

apa yang best, dengan lagu sekali saya dapat idea! jadi saya pun telah menulis skrip berkenaan, serius xsusah pun, rasanya diorang takkan ada masalah nak baca. yay! *lompat bintang ngan sopan. ahaks* huhu. jadi hari ni saya HAPPY!! :)

tapi ada sikit lagi nak edit. baru 2 lagu je dh edit. ada lagi satu nak buat lirik! oh, tricky gak ni. anyways, harap sangat diorang akan suka dan enjoy dengan skrip choir speech yang saya buat ni. saya buat dengan penuh kasih sayang ni tau. haha. apakah? buat skrip choir speech pun kecoh kan, orang buat skrip movie blockbuster pun x kecoh. opssss!sorry -_-

p/s: saya suka ajar idiom! huhu. seronok2! :D

esok ada kelas 1U. ohhh, boleh jumpa si comel si comel 1U. haha, everytime masuk kelas ni rasa cam masuk tadika.  diorang suka lari2 dalam kelas dan buat saya fenin fenin lah.

Tuesday 22 March 2011

of drama and me, literally ...

Serius penat bila fikir kerja. Penat fikir pelbagai kerenah manusia. Penat.

Tapi hari ni saya agak HAPPY walaupun serabai je ngan baju bomba yang besar + kain hitam yang kipas (sbb susah nak duk bersila atas kerusi) plus tudung yang xcukup brooch! mmg serabai rasa cam makcik kat pasar jual sayur. makcik kat pasar jual sayur pun skrg dah stailo, pakai tudung bertone2 dengan makeup ala artis!ok, apa ntah aku merepek ni....??? abaikan!


 Perihal si comel 1U
 
1U hari ni buat Positive/Negative Questions/Responses.

hari ni agak okey sebab xyah jerit2 sangat, cam agak under control minus 3, 4, 5 orang yang memang azali diorang HYPERACTIVE yang xleh nak buat apa, kena REDHA je. Hari ni saya REDHA je tengok mereka menghuru-harakan kelas.

Oh, anyway, saya HAPPY sebab saya ajar, diorg boleh faham jugak apa yang diajar (walaupun penat ulang berkali kali kali kali benda yang sama) tapi pastu tengok diorang buat latihan dan siapkan semua soalan !!!! uhuk *insert muka nangis air mata darah kat sini* terharu tau! bukan senang diorang nak tegar buat keje. tiba2 hari ni siap. haruslah tersentuh hati I yo! tapi pasni xtau la kalau diorang tiba2 da xnak buat keje. uhuk, jangan la jangan la camtu. tanakkkkkkkk. uhuk! :(

And then benda yang xbest :

Panggil 2 orang bdak yang main baling botol sampai terkena kepala bdak pompuan smpai nangis2. haihhh. Knape korang, knape? Penat tcher cakap, tapi rasa cam cakap ngan dinding, oh! Sedih tcher tau! Berbuih2 mulut cakap sampai tersembur2 dah macam hujan kna kat muka classmates korang yang tak bersalah (xpe, kna 'hujan semburan' tcher berkat tu . Peace yo! Hehe.) Tapi korang angguk, ckp faham and then buat lagi dan lagi dan lagi. UHUK. Serius tacing rase cam tunggul. Tak baik tau buat cikgu korang camni! Kang tcher merajuk kang :(

Pada budak yang tcher panggil tadi:

tcher panggil tadi bukan sebab BENCI tau. tcher sayang korang, tcher nak korang jadi manusia yang baik, sebab tu tcher panggil dan cakap ngan korang.

Pasni TOLONGLAH behave ye si comel2 semua! Tcher suka masuk kelas tengok muka comel suci bersih korang semua. Tenang dan lapang je hati . Jadi janganlah korang menimbulkan rusuhan plak pada ketenangan dan imej suci murni korang tu k, cutiepies! Peace ! :) Teacher sayang kamu semua =D *insert muka tcher bajet comel pose senyum ala2 ibu mithali*

OK, NEXT : 4 SOLEH!

Saya HAPPY juga hari ni. Hari ni 2 masa, pastu sambung lagi 1 masa (sbb tukar ngan Kak Nik sbb dia xleh masuk hari ni, so dia masuk esok masa saya)Jadi total 3 masa.

Sepatutnya masa 2 masa buat karangan tapi diorang nak habiskan FRUITCAKE SPECIAL (Oh, utk yang tak tau apa Fruitcake Special, ni adalah tajuk short story literature Form 4 ye, bukan fruitcake betul yang orang makan atau jangan confuse ingat ni kelas masakan. Tidak sama sekali. Nehi! Kabhi nehi!)

ok, so hari ni sambung ngan Fruitcake Special. Best! Sronok walaupun cam ada gak budak2 ni kelihatannya seperti penat dan kadang2 terkulai layu diatas meja. Pastu HABIS!

HABISSSS!

HABISSSSS akhirnya short story ni! YAYYYYYYYYYY!!

Tapi masa xhabis lagi. OPSSSS!!!

Pastu diorang nak sambung ngan Drama GULP and GASP! Diorang biar betul? Xpenat ke? Tapi diorang muka SERIUS tau! So, OK. haha, ingat diorang dh penat ke, tapi EXCITED nak jugak baca yang drama. ok, fine, tcher xkisah jeeeeeeee.

OK. tadi saya berkobar2 nak tulis. pastu stop, pegi sana pegi sini. skrg dah penat dan ngantuk. aduiii. tapi apapun tadi Drama BEST! the kids, eh bukan. diorg bukan kids dah 16 thn kan. but anyways, they enjoyed the drama tadi(saya pun ejoy juga. kelakar dan fun) dan rasa tak percaya je boleh habis drama hari ni jugak! wahhhhhh. kagum.

so, dah habis dah syllabus Literature Form 4! YAYYYYYYYYYYYYY*buat tarian puak*

Tahniah Naemah, Tahniah! Haha, padahal Tahniah kat 4S la, sebab diorg tegarrrr nak habiskan.

SYABBAS BETA! ME BOHOT BOHOT KHUSYIHU! tetiba buat drama hindustan lak kan.

apapun, sempoiii je hari ni. well, agak la. haha.

ok, stop sini dulu.

Friday 18 March 2011

of March and me

the last day of cuti. how sad :( i can't sleep. not that i don't want to tapi dah xleh nak tutup mata nk buat camane kan? takkan saya nak gi selotep mata lak. ok, xkelakar. -_-

cuti dah habis. camtu je. oh, gila sekejap (T_T)

berat saya tahun ni biasa2 je.  xrasa gemuk sgt dan xrasa kurus. tapiiii -

saya nak kurussss sikit, hahahaha. konon je nak kurus, tp pemalas nak eksersais!

ok, still xtau apa method.

DIET is of course out of question la. mujur sangat la nak diet. no, thanks. seksa je hidup.

obviously bukan pil kurus, bukan starving dan jugak bukan pegi gym. so, apa? hmmm,  nanti lah aku fikir kemudian.


oh, gila poyo!

tapi at least ada aim, kan. so cam agak cool disitu =D

kan kan kan?

BAIK CAKAP YA! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

Blogging. again.

i've had blogs before and abandoned them. this time, trying to blog again. new one.this is soooo me. haha. back to square one. malas nak sambung blog yang lepas2. macam banyak sangat emo dan ntah hape hape. sooo, this will be first entry.tehehehe :)